Nothing feels as skinny feels. Nothing feels like knowing you’re the thinnest out there. The prettiest. The classiest. Like a freaking high fashion model.. they’re considered like fucking godesses. Do they binge? No. Do they overeat? Also no. Are you better than them to do so? Haha, that question was a joke, forget it. We all know you’re not; and yet, you still do.
Nothing feels like being able to ask for the smallest size in a store. To have a wide gap between your legs. Hipbones as sharp as a razor. Ribcage sculpted through your skin. Your profile as thin as a paper. Looking well in any clothing. Hell, looking damn good in a fucking plastic bag and make it look high couture. Do you need that meal? Of course not. Look at all that fat wrapping your bones, don’t you think it’s enough?
How many years do you still want to waste? Binging and eating and getting fatter by the day. It’s supposed to go the other way round but it’s no surprise when it comes to you.
People and the world are evolving and going forward and you are going backwards it’s like you’re sabotaging yourself. Killing any chance you have at happiness.
Losing weight has become your life and yet even that you still are failing at. All the friends you’ve lost, the social events you’ve skipped, the life you’ve missed, and all that for what? How much have you lost until now? 2 pounds? 4? Maybe you’ve even gained. Who the fuck knows under all those layers.. get your shit together and get serious. We both know your potential. How strong you can be. How can you control your own life, job and family if you can’t even control yourself around something as futile as food? Shame.
Oh, and all the clothes you’ll be able to wear. All the cute pretty classy shit you’ll be able to rock and actually feel confident in! Things you’ll choose to wear because you actually like and not only makes you look less fat. You’ll look like your own little model. Even though you’re not tall, you’ll look like it. You legs will look much taller without all that chubbiness. You’re too pretty to be fat. What a waste.
You know you were meant to fly, so drop the dead weight and fly babygirl.
Imagine you when you’ve reached your goal weight, you’ll be so thin, so tiny and graceful. The other girls at school will look at you and be so jealous because you’ll be their thinspiration. Your whole life will change:you look perfect in any clothes, you write amazing grades, everyone wants to be your friend, girls want to get tips on how to get as skinny as you.
Isn’t that worth the pain of starving?
1- Coffee, tea, water
2- Watch shows like supersize vs superskinny// anorexia documentaries
3- Take your dog for a walk (if you have one)
4- Look at clothes online you’ll wear when you’re skinny
5- Look at thinspo
6- Read
7- Chew gum
8- Do your hair/makeup
9- Talk to an ana buddy if you have one (im always open to helping if you need any)
10- Exercise/ go for a walk
🍂huge comfy sweaters to stop the chilly breeze that look skinny on you even when they’re oversized
🍂black thigh high socks over black tights
🍂cupping a mug of hot chocolate in pale , shaking hands with long delicate fingers
🍂high cheekbones and tiny nose rosy with the cold
🍂black high waisted skinnies over a flat stomach
🍂looking the best out of all your friends in your halloween costume, no matter what you choose to wear
🍂plaid skirts hugging thin hips and sharp hip bones
🍂cozy woolley socks peaking out over black boots, struggling to stay up your tiny ankles
🍂everyone offering you their coat because you look so cold and tiny and delicate
🍂sitting down on a comfy chair and being able to see the whole floor below through the gap in your thighs
🍂jumpers being too big and sliding off you even when they’re xs, exposing pretty shoulders and collar bones
🍂being the envy of all your friends, all your pictures on social media gaining hundreds of likes from people who never wanted to speak to you before
🍂thin wrists peeking out of huge rolled up sweater sleeves
🍂being confident
🍂being happy
🍂being beautiful for autumn
I want to be skinny, so boys want to carry me around.
I want to be skinny, so my boyfriend can be proud of me.
I want to be skinny, so my face is more beautiful with cheekbones and a sharp jawline.
I want to be skinny, so I don’t have to hide anymore when someone takes a picture.
I want to be skinny, so I can be comfortable in a bikini or underwear.
I want to be skinny, so I can run faster.
I want to be skinny, so I won’t be ashamed when someone asks how much I weigh.
I want to be skinny, so I don’t look like a potatoe when I wear a dress or cute clothes.
I want to be skinny, so fat is not holding me back anymore.
i want to be skinny. i want my bones to show. i want to be the skinniest. i want to be so tiny and dainty. i want people to be concerned about me, i want people to wonder if i ever eat anything. i want to be underweight. i want this more than ever. i choose skinny over food. fuck food! i will be skinny, i’m determined this time. i WILL be skinny.
When you’re thin:
* Stores will always have your size
* You’ll be able to pull off anything
* People will complement you more
* No one will call you the “fat friend”
* You’ll be thinspo for others
* Self control will be easy for you
* You’ll always be beach body ready
* People will like you more
1. because eating will set you back. it will only take longer for you to become skinny.
2. is it really worth the guilt & self hate? when skipping that meal will make you feel 10x better in about 10 minutes.
3. skinny thighs, in everything.
- skinny jeans.
- skirts.
- sitting, standing, & laying.
4. a flat stomach.
- laying, sitting, & standing.
- bikini tops.
- crop tops.
- tank tops.
- sports bras.
5. collarbones.
- necklaces.
- v.neck shirts.
6. tiny wrists.
- bracelets.
7. tiny arms.
- baggy shirts.
- to be able to wrap your fingers around most of your forearm.
8. narrow face.
- defined cheekbones.
- defined jawline.
9. tiny neck.
- neck lines, showing you lost weight.
10. concerned looks/complements.
- have you ate today?
- wow, you’ve lost weight.
- wow, you’re getting really tiny.
11. bony fingers.
- rings.
12. ribs.
- to be able to lay & see them.
- to be able to turn a certain way & see them.
- to be able to see them in general.
13. to feel in control.
- to be able to say “no” to someone offering food.
14. to see the number on the scale go down little by little.
15. to experience reaching your goal weight. how good it will feel.
16. to not be the fat friend anymore.
17. to be able to wear a bikini this year & rock it.
18. to be able to wear leggings & see my thigh gap.
19. to be able to wrap my hands around the side of my waist.
20. to finally be happy.
it takes time. be patient.
- waisted thin.
(this is for self motivation)
But they were laughing as I swore up and down that I ate.
That’s when I realized that this is okay. It’s okay to do what you have to do to be skinny. It acceptable.
Only when you get too skinny do people become concerned. But for now it’s fine. Because I look healthy skinny.
1. To feel confident in your own skin.
2. To be able to wear a bikini in summer. and not feel self-conscious.
3. To be the skinny friend everyone’s jealous of.
4. To look great in jeans, leggings, shorts, knee socks and everything else.
5. To not have a double chin
6. To have visible collarbones
7. To be skinny and beautiful
8. To be at your goal weight and stay there
9. To be able to look at the scale and love the number you see
10.To have a thigh gap
11. To have small arms
12.To have tiny wrists and hands
13.To have visible chest bones
14.To have a flat stomach
15.To have a visible jawline
16.To be able to fit into size small clothes or even be too small for them and look petite and perfect
17.To be finally happy and confident with yourself and your body
18. To be able to wear short shorts and not look like a whale squeezed in with huge fat legs
19. To be able to wear crop tops and not have fat hanging out
20. To be skinny enough to be able to say that I have anorexia or an ed and people say that I do look like I don’t eat cause of how skinny I will be and without people thinking i have binge eating disorder
21. To be so skinny that people ask me if I’ve even eaten
22. To be able to go out but only eat a tiny portion of fatty food and have people wonder how I’m so skinny eating that
23. To be so skinny people get concerned if I have even eaten that day
24. to have amazing self control over food
25. So people say that I’ve gotten really skinny really quick and ask how I did it
26. To not be able to finish a full meal or not even be able to finish half of it
27. To get full very quickly from having a small stomach from not eating much
28. To have people tell me I eat like a bird. Or that I need to eat more cause I’m that skinny
29. To be able to try on anything small at the shops and look tiny and amazing.
30. To be able to wear/ try on medium or maybe even some small clothes and haft to ask for a size smaller cause they’re way too big on me.
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